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That Mom Guilt
I’m feeling sad this week. In an hour, my sons will be home from their last day of school. This was a new school for them. I could not have felt more uninvolved. I didn’t take a picture of them before sending them of this morning. I went back to bed. At their former school,…
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Which Way?
I can’t and don’t have time to list my worries. In short, Dad is not well, step mom isn’t either. Brother is on a ventilator. Hubby and kid is sick. House a mess. Life in close second. I miss my mom. Where do I start? She would know. She’d have lists. And plastic bins for…
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Unclear
I could list all the things that weigh me down right now. But the list is long. I have so much to think about. I had a few good years in my teens and twenties. Maybe life is playing catch up now. I try not to dwell on the sadness I’ve endured. I see how…
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Fail
My gratitude dailies lasted 2 days. I’m grateful. Don’t get me wrong. But, balance is a real hard thing for me. And honestly, I can’t seem to find it. I’m a mom all the time. I’m working almost full-time. I’m a wife all the time. I’m a friend, when I can. There doesn’t leave much…
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Gratitude & Authenticity
I haven’t been posting all the gratitude moments that I’ve been writing. I’m not feeling humbled and gracious all the time. Frustrations arise. Exhaustion is a constant. That’s just life. One entry was accidentally deleted by me. The others just aren’t flowing the way I’d like. So, I have them saved in draft form. Writing…
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gratitude
Her. Her and her brothers. They keep me alive. What more could I possibly say that a parent hasn’t already said in regards to the love of their child(ren)? We sacrifice EVERYTHING for them. Money. Time. Life. Worth every dime, tear, and ounce of sweat. This is my favorite part of living. This.
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Day 2
This idea. This project. Day 2 and I’m on high alert. I’m examining each notable moment. Am I loving this? I am! Is this moment so great? It really is! This inner dialect occurred repeatedly. There are so many great moments. Frames too quick to catch on camera but still so palpable to my heart’s…
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Gratitude- Day 1
Grief, stress, change, falling outs with loved ones, and other ugly things caused me to dwell on what was missing in my life. I began a cycle of throwing myself into things that didn’t make me happy because I believed its what I had to endure for the time being and I believed it was…
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I’m With You
“Be who you needed when you were younger.” I found this quote while grieving the loss of my mother, pregnant with my first girl. That in itself, not fucking fair. My son, just starting 2nd grade, had to be told that he’d never see his best friend again. My husband had tried to explain to…
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Protected: Not Even You
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