Dusky edwards

Category: Self

  • Manifestation Monday

    But on Tuesday because Monday was dumb. I can’t outright name names. Feel free to assume the subjects of my hot topics! Man…. If only! Enjoy the beautiful SoCal weather today if you’re blessed to be near. Enjoy your coffee. Enjoy a puppy kiss or a warm hug. Enjoy what brings you joy. Love.

  • Bucket list

    Bucket list

    My Bucket List

  • Not Routine

    February 26th of 2021, I went in for my routine yearly mammogram. I had no fucks to give. I don’t have a family history of cancer. THIS IS A BIG MISCONCEPTION. March 1st, here come the fucks. The caller on the other end requested I come back that same week. A diagnostic mammogram and possibly…

  • Looking Ahead After Covid-19

    Looking Ahead After Covid-19

    2021 is 19 days in. Yet, it’s easy to forget we’re in 2021. Time seemed to come to an abrupt interval last March when the world shut down. The effects of this sudden world closure will be apparent for many years to come. My family and I were successful in avoiding this frightening virus for…

  • Goals

    This isn’t a New Year’s Resolution post. I’ve decided that I am in control of my life and what happens next. It’s taken me a long time to reach this mindset. The safety net that was my Mom and my Dad is gone. I’ve been wondering what will catch me now. I can’t fathom not…

  • To Laugh

    I’ve decided… I’m going to focus on laughing more. The more I talk to the people close to me, the more I realize that the death of my parents took me away from me.  As I am slowly healing, less people are afraid to point it out. I am not the same person I used…

  • Gratitude & Authenticity

    I haven’t been posting all the gratitude moments that I’ve been writing.  I’m not feeling humbled and gracious all the time.  Frustrations arise.  Exhaustion is a constant. That’s just life. One entry was accidentally deleted by me.  The others just aren’t flowing the way I’d like.  So, I have them saved in draft form.  Writing…

  • Flop

    Flop

    I was attempting to walk into Walmart with my 3 kids when this occurred. I made it halfway.  Walmart parking lots are always huge.  It was 100+ degrees outside.  I was due to be at work in a couple hours so I was in a hurry.  My work shift assignment was a private party for…

  • Father’s Day

    Father’s Day

    I have mourned the loss of my older brother for over 20 years.  He took himself away from us by suicide. I’ve mourned the loss of my mother.  Cancer robbed us of her. And what I have come to realize is I have also been mourning the loss of a person just as much a…

  • God

    I don’t believe in God. The bible and it’s characters are to me just another collection of Greek Mythology tales. My mother was always letdown by this. She believed her Lord was with her till her last breath. It brought her peace. I appreciate that about religion. No matter how nutty it really is, this…